I am not happy. I don’t know why people think I ought to be happy. I don’t understand why people think I have everything a girl can have - grades, looks (yeah right), friends - but can I just say that isn’t all? I don’t know what’s missing, but right now I can tell you for sure: every good thing that comes to you will be accompanied by a bad thing. Most people just looked at all the good things that happened to you, and tell you you ought to be grateful. It’s not that I’m not grateful; in fact I’m absolutely thankful for all the good things in my life, for my results and the fact that I can get into the course I want to. And I really want to be able to just focus on that and be happy, but I can’t. I guess what I really want to say is, it’s not my fault that I don’t appear as happy as you expect me to.
hurricane.
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